dear to another world,
i love you, please don't forget that. you've been put some rough old times, and i'm ever so sorry for that. i'm so sorry for leaving you.
but we both know it's what i need. i need to let go of what is attached to this blog, i need to love blogging again, and i just can't do that here anymore.
i've tried, the last little while. a couple poems and a thoughful post. but it's not enough. i cannot love taw the way that twelve to fourteen year old me did, i don't have the energy to stress over arc's and deadlines and the guilt that has come for the last year over not being able to review books.
especially now with the developments in my health. both physical and mental, everything has gotten a little harder, and i can't live the same way i was before.
i love every single word that i have written here, and it will stay here, on this tiny piece of the internet. unlike my previous blog, i won't delete you.
i hope my followers and friends will still love and support me. they can come find me over at charli's quiet musings, and i hope that that's what they do.
i love you taw. never forget that.
love, charli. x